I Am Plagued by Two Problems

I have 2 big problems. (More if you ask those who know me) The first is that I do not see how small and helpless and broken and useless I am and the second is that I do not see how big and capable and perfect (Holy, Holy, Holy) and useful God is. When I get a glimpse of both of these at once something incredible happens. I exhibit God's bigness (while still being so very small), I exhibit God's ability and usefulness and helpfulness while still appearing to be helpless (meekness demonstrated) and I show God's perfections through my imperfections.